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Ok...it had been forever since the last update

Saturday
Watch Notes on a scandal + having dinner wif my bro and his fren in vivo. Then we went to china town, just to leave early. At pgp, I watched dreamgirls.
The two shows are damn good

Sunday:
I went to temple. Next stop was Tanah Merah where I visited my guardian. the whole day was gone.

Monday:
Went out with indons to Orchard to eat and jalan2.

Tuesday:
Went to Diana's house to study and play (but i think we played more) haha...Thanks for the invitation Diana.

Wednesday:
Revision time

Thursday:
MNO meeting

Friday:
MNO meeting

Saturday:
I told myself I better do something

Sunday:
Taking care of some business for CNY celeb. Chit-chat wif frens until now.
Now, in my room and surfing net.

And I told myself again I better do something.

We ran at 4:17 PM

shopping

This whole week is an early holiday...I went to shopping for the past few days. And it had been a successful one. I spent some amount of money. My bro who accompanied me even spent more than me...

"All tremble at punishment, life is so dear to all. Therefore, put yourself in the place of others and neither kill nor condone killing."

We ran at 9:26 PM

CNY

I am not gg home again for this coming CNY. And I know my mom wants me to go back. But I dun wanna waste money...just for a few days. SO I will be spending another CNY in this small city wif frens. Nevermind, there's always a great things in store.

Anyway...
Have been very tiring these few days. Wanted to do something just now, and instead I ended up sleeping. haha...Well, I deserve a break to recharge my body.

It's Buddhist Awareness Week. The topic is gratitude...to parents, teachers, friends, and to Buddha. I hope that I have time to go down to the forum to support. I went to the science to support though.

I had learnt a new meditation skill as well. It's called Metta meditation (loving kindness) which transcends space. The next one will be Vipassana meditation. I am anticipating for this one, becoz the my ultimate purpose is to gain wisdom for liberation. Vipassana meditation will help a great deal. I hope so.

Rejoice!
May u all be well and happy.

We ran at 10:47 PM

realization

In my life, I tell from experience. That's who I am. I read something, I heard something. But I had broken away from the past. I no longer walk that path because it made me feel sad all the time, made me blame myself, made me blame my parents, made me blame the world. I am once a lost person, I dunno wat to do wif my life.

I am glad I come to nus. It makes me realize a lot of things, good things. As I went out shopping today, I become more appreciative, unlike the past. I do things with more appreciation.

No more blaming
No more tears
No more frustration
No more ignorance
No more anger
No more badmouthing

I felt appreciative

This week alone reveals how my friends care for me. Though we are not the same. And I can't thank u enuf for showing that u guys care for me.

I have changed...and I am one step closer from breaking free.
one step at a day

We ran at 11:47 PM

Self

Name :Erwin
Birthday:04/04/86
School:tj
Horoscope:aries
Likes:good stuff
Dislikes:nasty stuff

The me u know now may not be the same person u know next