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Monday, May 29, 2006
people
[friends]
it's a strange thing. really!! I mean we have been very close for the past 4 yrs and 5 months, and yet we do not really share things. and now, my friend is feeling down lately, feeling hopeless and lonely. I felt sorry. I will try to cheer u up,k? if u gimme the chance.
to some other friends, congratulation! coz wat is the most important thing has just happened to you. I feel happy for you.
[family]
there are two meanings for tears, joyful or sad. I know which one is whose, ironically, i do not know mine. How can I expect anyone to understand me when I cant even understand myself? People around me feel happy for me. Ppl like my dad, my bro, my sis, aunt, cousins and etc. But I don't know whether I myself am happy and whether I make my mom happy or sad. I really don't know. Everyday when I wake up, I realize how much i must treasure my time with my family members. If it really happens, I will be seeing them less in time to come. (sigh)
Let time takes its toll ba and I pray for God for all His blessings and His enlightenments. Please help me discover my true self and guide me to what is best not only for me but for my love ones too.
Saturday, May 27, 2006
ironis
It's like dream comes true to get 'the special'. I think abt the long terms and short terms. Upon hearing the response I have waited so long, I am happy. The thing is that there is a but. the right word to describe my reaction is ambivalence.
Hope everything works out well.
Monday, May 22, 2006
i feel so lucky
hmmm...my day started off just fine. I went to eat kfc and then I went to temple to pray. I am learning something which is rather difficult. Then, i went to shop. I bought a handphone pouch, a sunglasses like those worn by kanye and norah jones' new cd the new york city which is very nice.
at nite, i went to eat sushi and bubble tea. On my way back, at tampines, i met somebody. hmmm somebody looks almost like another somebody. and so i guess correctly. haha...wat a small world. they seriously look alike becoz they have those i-dunno-how-to-say look.
my neighbour's dog has gone mad. it has been howling these past few days at midnight somemore. i have been searching for lodging place and i hope i can find one soon. anybody has one near nus? lol
btw, i met sf and erlin yesterday. erlin is as irritating as usual, lol. she likes to act cute lar. she's so hopeless. [muahaha] nonetheless, she's a nice person who always thinks i want to know her things. btw, i am good at guessing stuff lar. no need to be so surreptitious. =p i chatted wif sf all the way. she dropped at bedok where she used to say its her bf's house.
anyway, jiyiring has a bad habit and she wanted me to copy her. haha...sorry i cant make it.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
college day
[college day]
college day was a very nice occasion where students met students and teachers and people. only 9 02 ppl turned up on that day. Anyway, the new principal is so cheena. and i think she is not as bad as wat ppl said. after the whole thing ended, i talked to mrs kay, ms kwan, mr daniel, mrs leong, and mdm choo. mdm choo is super lame. ben and i were laughing our hearts out lar.we were talking abt NS and ben said females are so good no need to do ns, then mdm choo said all lame stuff. lol
and i also met tuan who is gg to smu. he said lan is learning ballroom dancing, prolly inspired by the movie of antonio bandera [izit correct spelling?]. tuan is damn lame too. it's nice hanging out wif lame ppl, i dont get old easily. =p
at nite, ben, shao wei and i supposed to meet limpin. but he couldnt make it coz apparently, the commander was holding him back. we ate at this jap restaurant and the plan was to watch the davinci code [i've watched it alredi] but since the show started late and all were full house, we watched over the hedge instead. it was another lame cartoon...u guys shld go n watch it.
[the DaVinci Code]
it was very disappointing, becoz it was different from the book and the actions were lacking. they even change the storyline.
anyway, i met 3 ppl on a same day after the interview. i met shimin in mrt on my way to orchard, and then louisa at the interview place. when i went back, i met elizabeth with her mom. she dyed her hair in blonde i think. and she looks just like jennifer, my friend in unsw.
Friday, May 19, 2006
wahhh
2 bez frens of mine have gotten bfriends. i'm happy for them. congrats and one is celebrating their one-month mark. cant believe them. i mean i dont expect them to do dat so fast. both are very academically oriented. anyway, nice catch yah!! =p
my other good sec skool frien [in spore] de has finally smsed me after mia for so long. we tok abt course, future plan and suggestions. anyway, nice toking to u after 3 months. i thought i was avoided for something wrong i did without realising it. fortunetely, it's not. some problems were coming along after a' level result was released. glad u had overcome it. keep in touch.
how nice to go to skool where i can make many new friends.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
life
do you ever question yourself why were we born here? What are the purposes and the points of living each day? Being human is not an easy thing. We have to cope with so many difficulties, be it materially or morally. Sometimes, most of us like to complain why God has been so unfair to us for unfortunate events and most people even challege Him. But let us look around us. Yes, there are so many ppl who are so much fortunate than us. But please bear in the mind there are even much more people suffering, coping to survive each day. Be strong!! This gives me strenght and reason to believe that God is still taking care of me. This year has been especially enlightening. I realise how fortunate i am even others might be much more fortunate than me. This is attributed to what i have seen and heard, what i experienced directly. thank you God for giving me the experience, telling me to be grateful of myself and to remember you everyday.
This month alone has allowed myself many realisations. things like what are friends for. Who are my true friends and things like that.
i know i sometimes can be rude to the people i love. and my words may hurt them deepest to the core. i am truly sorry. you are the reason for why i live and the purpose for why i am still breathing at this very minute. thank you for bearing with me and for understanding me and ,mostly, for forgiving each word coming from me. God bless all of us.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
workshop part 2
i skipped the workshop on thursday again. yes!!!! and wats better is that i went to themepark instead with rosna. we went for a rollercoaster ride and other games. we had to fork out money to buy shorts becoz we forgot to bring ours and long pants were not allowed for all wet games. dry games can. it was fun and i was wet totally. luckily, we went early and we did avoid the thunderstorm at arnd 3 pm...
after that, we decided to watch movie, the poseidon. i wanted to watch the silent hill, the DaVinci Code, When a stranger calls and many more. anyway, i will get my wish fulfilled soon or later.
on friday, the workshop continued, so it's afterall a five-day-workshop. it is supposed to be self enriching. anyway, i went and it was not bad. the last day was rather interesting. I went from 8 am to 5 pm. after which i went for shopping again. quite fun afterall!
M, if u read this, u shld have come with us. it was so fun. Feri is like no news. but, too bad the 2 of u got stuck in spore and jakarta now. =p
Thursday, May 11, 2006
unofficial workshop
i was supposed to attend an unofficial four-day-workshop from monday to tuesday. I wondered how exciting it will be besides doing shopping of course. On monday, i went for it. hmmm.....as usual it was boring. haiz...i spent my time listening to my ipod instead. =p at nite, i went to have spa...haha...so fun.
so on tuesday, i seek excuse to pon the workshop which worked. the workshop on tuesday started even earlier, from 830 to 600. I called one of my best secondary school friends and we went out. hurray!! i was picked up at 1000 am and we walked from my place to L10 to SW to Hy. The computer store was closed. So, we strolled lazily and did window shopping. then, we took train to underwater and we got in with special prize by presenting our student card. I said: 'erm, i am not from school here. from spore' and the ticket seller said:'oh, it's fine. so long ure a student'. so nice of them...in the end i paid a few bucks only. then, we walked until I injured myself, from the place to TS to watch mi3 there. A very good movie indeed. It is always my favourite[though i didnt watch the 1st episode]. I still remembered there was this mission impossible series, like lost or desperate housewives, that was aired in indonesia when i was in secondary 1. I always catched every single episode. then, my friend had to go back for lesson at 5 pm. so i cruised the shopping street alone b4 gg back. At night, i went to borders to buy the book "Jesus' Dynasty" and i have read 25% of it.
on wednesday....workshop workshop workshop and boring boring boring. i bought holy blood holy grail at mph.
thursday!!!! wat an exciting day. It is exciting becos i skip my workshop again and am gg out with friends later. so have i learnt any lesson? no obviously but nvm! next stop will be kinokuniya.
after i wrote so long, do u even understand wat i'm trying to say? no? ok, nvm.
Saturday, May 06, 2006
insignificant event
[calculating love]
i received an invitation to calculate the love between someone i like and me. i know it's a cheap trick and so i dont buy it. therefore, i anyhow type 2 names and send it over. my frens must be very blurred coz the 2 names are not familiar to him. lol. and one of my other friend just sent me the same old things. too bad yar! I'm not stupid. =p
[extravagaza]
the show extravaganza, my favourite show besides ceriwis yo wess and kick andi and discussion block from trans tv, recently celebrated its 2nd birthday. So the actors and actresses decided to handpick few international shows and make fun out of them by reeditting.
- Legend of Zoro between Mr Zoro and Catherine Zeta Jones is edited to be between Mr Zoro and Aming. LOL
Aming dressed like CZJ flirted with Mr Zoro and he's plain disgusting but funny. The scene they edited is when Mr Zoro and CZJ duelled in swords.
- Titanic between Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet is edited to that between Leo and one preety girl[cant remember her name] and the "preety girl's sister" Sogi.
U remember the scenes when Kate wanted to commit suicide by jumping into ocean. and u still remember their converse rite?
The editted version is:
The preety lady (L) ran and climbed to the hull. Then Leo noticed her
Leo: mau bunuh diri ya? [committing suicide?]
L: gw mau pipis tau! [I wanna pee here not jumping down]
Leo: IIh, cantik cantik jorok ya. Kalo gak pipis sini aja(Leo buka jaket) [preety lady but dirty ah, ok just pee here (Leo removed his jacket)]
Leo:Gw pingin gambar neh! Tapi loe mesti buka semuanya(I wanted to draw, but u have to remove all ur clothes)
L: Ah malu ah! (ahh! so shy!)
then the scene proceded to Kate's room
L:Sebenarnya yang mau digambar bukan saya, tapi adek saya (Sogi muncul telanjang dada)[Actually, I want u to draw my sister, (Sogi, a fat actor acting as a woman) appear half naked)
and the moment came, the picture drew is a gorilla lying on sofa...
[kick andy]
the show recently featured the dilemma and success of physically incapable adults which I think is very educational to Indonesians. there is not many such a good show b4. Anyway, this show is supposed to highlight the modern trend of Indonesian society which many are starting to accept/espose/embrace and many are inveighing. Things like; playboy magazines, premarital sex, hypnotise, freedom of speech, homosexuality, the darkside of downtown jakarta physically incapable ppl and so on! A very nice show indeed.
[angel and demon]
I am 8/9 done long time ago. I took 2 days to read 2/9 tp 8/9 of it. The remaining 1/9 will be boring. Since I roughly know the ending alredi. I dont bother liao. DaVinci Code is better than this one. The way the book describes christianism is with no basis. How can a carmelengo in reality killed the pope? and i dont think a pope will resort to using some sort of test tube baby to have his child with the sister he loved. Huh??? Strange ah! nvm
I've got so many plans ahead. They are all exciting!
Monday, May 01, 2006
flu
i was hit by flu...not bird flu. just normal flu. maybe it's becoz of swimming. becoz i knew i went to swimming at night and after that i caught the flu.
there has been so many things happening here. i will only summarise it in one phrase...I AM SO ENJOYING LIFE AND I WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO UNTIL SCHOOL STARTS...haha
there has been some sort of miracle thing happening. I dunno wat made me listen to my mom that day and went up early. After 30 minutes, the whole ceiling came crushing down, hitting the floor into pieces. Flooding above due to continuous rain is to blame, causing the entire platform to be soaked and the platform lost its durability. Usually, i like to drag the time and go up late alone. Imagine, i went up later that day to pray and the thing crushed down on me and no one knows, i'll be either in hospital now or worse, dead. It was so heavy u know, crushing down to ur head causing permanent head damage? OOh....I wouldnt want to know. I know everything is planned and i am blessed to remain save.
Tonite, my sis crushed the head shower and i dunno how she did it. anyway, yes, she did it. So i was showering and apparently, i turned the power up instead of down and the powerful jet of water shot up and hit the platform above the toilet. I was then thinking will the platform came crushing down again. so paranoia...
talking abt my neighbour's son, dunno his name, he's so cute. he didnt cry when i carry him arnd. so i told my mom he's so cute and fearless. then i brought him into my house to give him so sweet and he started to cry and cry until he saw his grandaunt. haha...am i so scarry? of course not, he's just freaked out! anyway, he's still cute...
There are so many worrying things that i need to get worried about and somehow i am not. i am thankful for that. i feel that God is and always will be watching over people who dont go out hurting and causing pain to others.
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