detoxyfication of souls

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It doesn't matter at all---really!

I wanna pour out my heart, tainted wif the deep-red coloration of blood. I bet it's damn gross. haha...nvm

I am very chilled out. I had in the past complained about why life can be so unfair. I mean why this things happen to me and not to others. After some enlightenment, I now know that everything happens for a reason. We are living in a stage full of drama. People around us are trained actors and actresses, going around spicing up our lives. They add juicy details to everything that happens[possibly in a bad way]. We tripped on stage and the audiences and fellow actors were laughing at us, perhaps not a malicious one or perhaps actions meant to hurt us. But if we think of it all the time, we will get stressed up and tired and jaded of lives, of this very stage where all sorts of good and nasty things happen. Why not forget about it? Laugh with them. Learn from it. Come to think about it, it's really silly to be angry with all the things that happen which we don't have power to control. I am really thankful to all people who have in one way or another introduce me into what are the essence of buddhism. Coz I realize I can be a better person the next time.

Time to learn from our mistakes and others' mistakes[instead of laughing at them] and move on with grace

We ran at 12:22 AM

hold on

hey wait
am I suppose to do this now?
I don;'t think so

We ran at 10:54 PM

hmmm

i'm very relax now. seriously, i enjoy holiday.

i completed half of my Gem assignment since i know i wont have time after mid-term break to do. Dats the only achievement i can think of now.

havent started anything yet. u see how slack can i get.

i had dinner at orchard cineleisure wif my indon frens [lyk 10 of us?]
i skipped wushu to watch movie at orchard.
i met erlin, shirley and chee kiang at orchard.
then i went to play pool [hooray, i scored 2 ok! for starter]
i played in same grp as erlin, shirley and chee kiang.
i ate at fong-seng [cheese prata and teh peng]
i walked home and reached pgp at 150 am
i am now chatting
havent bathed and damn tired.

another day is gone.
hey, tomorrow is a brand new day.

let me say in my own matter of prescription in which i define my humanity

We ran at 1:06 AM

I've watched the hours....
yay, I still got the piano[not the pianist], boys don't cry, million dollar baby, shakespeare in love, As good as it gets, Schinder's List and many more. haha...

and this video is so so cool, this is wat i call talent

lemme say in my own matter of presciption in which I define my humanity, it's my very right

We ran at 1:20 PM

wasted weekend or not so wasted?

another entry

I've gotten my back to basics.
I went to city hall today to get my stuff from medan
On saturday, I watched girl interrupted and I was really taken aback by angie's performance.

On sunday, I watched monster. Sterling performance by charlize theron earned her the oscar for best actress in leading role. Love is such a powerful word. I mean we wont know what ppl will do for love. 5 stars for this show.

The two movies are really touching becoz they talked abt lives of ppl most of us dont really get to experience. Everything is so different from their point of view.

I got my Jodi Picoult's My sister's keeper. I think the story is gg to be great too. Just started reading

Yes, yes,
it's another wasted weekend
Or maybe not so wasted afterall?

Love conquers all
Every clowd has its silver lining
Faith can move mountains

Love will always find a way
Everything happens for a reason
For there's life, there's hope

We ran at 11:00 PM

blessed

I forget to reply my mom's sms just now after wushu.
she's so worried becoz i am still recovering from my sickness.
she called the whole day.
i felt guity for forgetting to reply or returning her call.

i'm loved and i'm blessed.

We ran at 11:12 PM

bored

i havent prepared much abt gem

i have got the whole day slacking. i watched webcast for maths lecture and slept halfway. Thanks to the comfort of my bed and aircon.

really too bored
wake up!!!

i'm wearing my spongebobsquarepants boxer now.

We ran at 2:56 PM

CDs

suddenly so many artists come out wif new cds as expected.

i got beyonce bday which rocks
i got j.t which i think so so
i will have C.A back to basics nxt week from my bro

i want diana krall's album
i want evanescence's too

i wont spend my money on paris hilton's album
nor jessica's public affair or her ex-husband.

create more musics!!!
they spice up my life
accompany me when i'm alone, happy, stress, feeling peaceful
i feed on them everyday
it's lyk my second food.

We ran at 12:09 AM

slack

i'm still recovering.

i'm taking a break. went to Pla sing to qwatch monster house[not as good as over the hedge] we went to eat at es teler 77. my flu is not getting better. in fact, sore throat turns into heavy cough. Some blood comes out of it. I got pimple too now. omg, hus responsible of these?

my internet connection is not working well too, the msn keeps on signing in and out. assignments are coming too. teachers stress us up again.

Despite the heavy activity, i felt lonely now. I think i miss my family again, and my 8 mths of holiday.

We ran at 12:05 AM

sick

assignments are piling up.
tutorials are piling up.
have not been doing readings too.

now?
catch cold+headache+sore throat

i'm just lyk any wild b***h u can find nxt door.

We ran at 5:14 PM

gimme more more more

actually the title has got nothing to do wif my entry.

my lan connectin 3 was not working. so i cant play dota wif my frens. how sad that is. but hey! i still got my lan 1 and that means internet connection!

Yesterday was juven's bday. Happy bday gal!!! we celebrated in pgp's canteen. My frens bought the cake i have yet to pay. haha...and we had dinner together in canteen. how nice! i think we made a lot of noise yst and ppl kept on looking at us. haha! anyway happy bday again

I am supposed to go to buddhist fellowship dis morning. But all ppl slept late and woke up late. So juven and i forgot about the idea. I still nd to make a trip to town to get a new battery for my nokia phone. I charge for 2 hrs and the battery lasts for 1 hr? erm....maybe i overcharge it

Morning tends to be quite. So i want to light up the atmosphere. I switched on my rock songs and put them to the highest volume, so that my songs rock my cluster. And I feel so free now. I played table tennis last nite till 1 am, slept at 3 am coz i am worried abt my tooth. I need an implant. I caused stress to myself again, wondering the pain and everything. hey!! dont think about it, just do it. less stress. it's such a useful piece of advice. i really find it helpful.

There are so many concerns abt me and ppl arnd me, and i dont think about it anymore and i find my life is more worth while. And i think i am 65% successful in overcoming the undesirable traits of human beings. seriously, nowadays i am a happier person. I am working on my anger management and i hope i can make it. reali, i nvr realize the extent of help buddhism can provide me with to be a better person. One learning point, limit ourselves in pursuing too much of worldly pleasure coz enuf is never enuf and it will bring more physical and spiritual suffering.

We ran at 10:02 AM

Self

Name :Erwin
Birthday:04/04/86
School:tj
Horoscope:aries
Likes:good stuff
Dislikes:nasty stuff

The me u know now may not be the same person u know next